+[[ lifee of a girl who lives in the darkness]]+

[[soul]]

Faith is our destiny,
We can't revolve it.
For God's will is final,
Death may take course.
Fear is just infinite
preserve your dreams.
As birth is cycle,
Cardinal struck hurts,
Till the arrival of miracles.
Comes the day of crist,
Risen with white cells,
Feels the day of freedom

[[heartbroken]]

Engulf in solo wonders,
Bewildered by sorrow pains.
Overpowered and crushed,
From sand to fragments.
Pumping of heart to mind,
Left with lurk on oasis,
Exhausted by dripping fluid.
Came the arrival of grandeur,
Once again soul has revived.
Touching our inner core
With neither avail.
At the break of breadth,
Mesmerise your beauty....

[[holocaust]]

Sever from attachment,
Faced death with courage.
Protecting the hymen line,
Exposing carbon with triumph,
Lost in isolation field,
Accompanied by numerous companions.
Part with reluctance wishes,
Depart under unnatural circumstances,
Leaving rifles pierced to earth.
Naming entire took decades,
Every message received,
Breaks the connection union.
Weeping with disbelieve,
Leads to phobia for war.

Thursday, March 31, 2005

alot of things came at the wrong timing todae.
zzz
mummy. i scream at mummy at the time when she's damn upset.oh shit.
it wasnt a good day todae. argh. everything seems to go wrong.
woke up late. went to sch late. dint take cab. realise that i bring 2 BUCKS only. zzzz..
i mean i nvr bring. it was in my pocket liao.zzzzzzz.
in class slack quite abit todae. i onli last thursday nvr come leh. wah piang. why i cannot catch up in maths liao. teacher cannot wait one lor. argh.
si mdm koh. damn it. wan me go ur remedial is it? wan use force huh. i rather go detention. don try and challenge my patience u teachers. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... nt in a good mood. don trigger me. if u nvr force me i stiu will wanna go to ur remedial. use force? nono. don do that. onli 2 good thing happen todae. Mr De Roza Wayne Gerard i guess thats his full name. he was chanting out the names for those who tio remedial.i was all prepared for my name to be called. but scully he nvr say my name. then i interrupt him. AY TEACHER. I DON HAVE HUH. then he say. u wan is it. ok.. then he walk to the paper on the notice board wanting to write my name. then i say okok don have. i dowan hor. thankiew/ ^^ another good thing was. this morning. DNT. ong thiam lye bring us go "excursion" LOL.. no la. jus went chong pang walk walk. search for ideas. but i jus went there to drink dao huay zui. soya bean. =X we went there by mr fong's car. kns. ong thiam lye they all took the principal's car. zzz. but nvm. well well. its over... oh ya. todae the F&N students finally have one pathetic practical session. lol.. aft english period. went to the kitchen with yam. their steam dory fish egg stiu in the steamer. then wait for shara to come open door. when i go in. jus sit and slack ard. saw angeline's rice. seems to be so nice. she ask me to eat. then i eat. at first. i thot. y the rice so hard huh? but it was stiu nice leh. mayb i don like soft and sticky rice bah. haha. i thot it was nasi briyani. or wadeva the spellin is. then they say tomato rice? o.o!! haha. wadeva. angeline and huilin de rice and egg all these. is the best. when i eat the rice frm yiwen's plasticbox. i jus eat. then i dint have any expression. si jason say. hey. nice then say la.don have to be shy one. then i jus say. u don cock la.u call this nice? LOLLLLLL. taste weird siah. ltr i stomach ache u all tmr all die. =X
went home aft detention end. mummy triggered me. ask me y so late came bk. i said i tio detention. PLS BELIEVE ME CAN? BLUFF U FOR WAT.zzzzzzzzzz.. i was resting then keep buzzing ard my ear. pls study pls study.. can don slp. u wan slp till u die is it. i'm stiu ok leh. i went to use the comp. then say wat. TOKING COCK AGAIN HUH. wa lan ay. i damn dulan liao. i screamed. at her. diam la. and the f word jus came out frm nowhere. argh. i already said. i nt in good mood. don trigger Me. don blame me if i flared at u. daddy also. kns. kor use com u din kp. yes yes. i know i am taking o level this yr, but does that mean that i must receive SPECIAL TREATMENT FRM U ALL? wah piang wat the heck. everything jus came at the wrong timing todae. one word to describe all. SUCKS.
zzzzzzz.say somemore. nw i even scream at dad. i say i will off means i'll off stop nagging can boh. arhhhhhhhhh.. gg mad.

sam speaks @ 3/31/2005 09:38:00 PM

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