+[[ lifee of a girl who lives in the darkness]]+

[[soul]]

Faith is our destiny,
We can't revolve it.
For God's will is final,
Death may take course.
Fear is just infinite
preserve your dreams.
As birth is cycle,
Cardinal struck hurts,
Till the arrival of miracles.
Comes the day of crist,
Risen with white cells,
Feels the day of freedom

[[heartbroken]]

Engulf in solo wonders,
Bewildered by sorrow pains.
Overpowered and crushed,
From sand to fragments.
Pumping of heart to mind,
Left with lurk on oasis,
Exhausted by dripping fluid.
Came the arrival of grandeur,
Once again soul has revived.
Touching our inner core
With neither avail.
At the break of breadth,
Mesmerise your beauty....

[[holocaust]]

Sever from attachment,
Faced death with courage.
Protecting the hymen line,
Exposing carbon with triumph,
Lost in isolation field,
Accompanied by numerous companions.
Part with reluctance wishes,
Depart under unnatural circumstances,
Leaving rifles pierced to earth.
Naming entire took decades,
Every message received,
Breaks the connection union.
Weeping with disbelieve,
Leads to phobia for war.

Saturday, April 29, 2006

jus feel that i have found out too many things.. i realise that the love i had put in the previous love was a wastage of time. i felt as if i was like a idiot. i didnt know why i had to put in that much love for him. when everything jus ended that fast. all the love had dissipated into thin air. i hate to say this but i no longer can trust the word, love. from stranger to frens to good frens to lovers to stranger again. i tot of nt confessing this love as i dowanna lose such a good fren. for my case, when 2 stranger met, they become gd frens, to BGR to strangers again. i find it stupid. y do guys have to always do that. even the cant continue anymore, we stiu could be frens... but i find that its impossible for him. till todae, i feel that it was somebody else telling me all the promises.... i wasnt him a all i thought. becos i trust him to make his words true... but all turn out to be fake. all love had disappeared all of a sudden. like me, i had disappeared in the world of happiness. drowning myself in agony and pain there's almost nth that can make me happy again except my parents and frens. my parents are the ones who keep me by their heart eceryday. no one else i can say. as for my brother... i am sure he keep all of us rite by his side.... although today is the day that he have to report to anoher dimension, but i stiu believe having him ard us, all e time.

i am in a lousy mood as usual.

sam speaks @ 4/29/2006 06:21:00 PM

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