+[[ lifee of a girl who lives in the darkness]]+

[[soul]]

Faith is our destiny,
We can't revolve it.
For God's will is final,
Death may take course.
Fear is just infinite
preserve your dreams.
As birth is cycle,
Cardinal struck hurts,
Till the arrival of miracles.
Comes the day of crist,
Risen with white cells,
Feels the day of freedom

[[heartbroken]]

Engulf in solo wonders,
Bewildered by sorrow pains.
Overpowered and crushed,
From sand to fragments.
Pumping of heart to mind,
Left with lurk on oasis,
Exhausted by dripping fluid.
Came the arrival of grandeur,
Once again soul has revived.
Touching our inner core
With neither avail.
At the break of breadth,
Mesmerise your beauty....

[[holocaust]]

Sever from attachment,
Faced death with courage.
Protecting the hymen line,
Exposing carbon with triumph,
Lost in isolation field,
Accompanied by numerous companions.
Part with reluctance wishes,
Depart under unnatural circumstances,
Leaving rifles pierced to earth.
Naming entire took decades,
Every message received,
Breaks the connection union.
Weeping with disbelieve,
Leads to phobia for war.

Thursday, April 27, 2006

stiu havn gt over the past relationship and there's one more blow for me... life is nvr the same for me again... never without my brother... cant believed he is that strong yet he had to part all of us so soon... i miss him terribly. i regretted for nt cherishing him. i blame myself... i rant and i rant. but there's nthing which can heal me... i hate myself for nt cherishing my dearest brother until he's gone. i tear everyday and night, i cant get over his death... there's no way i can.... i regretted for all the quarrels... i wasnt given a chance to respect him again.. never knew how important was he to me until i relly lost him... brother, i really love u and miss u... wont u appear in my dreams again...? we all do... papa and mama miss u too.. hope u're doing alrite in another dimension. love u always.

mei.

sam speaks @ 4/27/2006 10:59:00 PM

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